Loneliness
This
has to do with all the teens and adults out there who have had their share of
bad days. Yes, I have had it too. Many a times, I feel like I am lonely, not
because I think nobody likes me, but only because I think it won’t make a big
difference to anybody’s lives if I am not around for a while. I love my room,
and I love being in the dark alone in my thoughts. I lie down and go through
whatever has happened in my life and it strikes me down. It hurts to think that
I am not needed by most; it kills me from the inside to know that I don’t really
have anyone around all the time. The world is full of selfish people and I am
not judging anybody, but wouldn’t you be filled with esteem if you knew someone
was selfish but for the sake of you? Being lonely for me has been the worst
case scenario. It breaks down my self confidence and increases my stress level,
but I don’t think I am right in my thoughts. Sometimes things don’t go my way,
but being away from the world for a significant amount of times helps me regain
my confidence and be back stronger. I do that by doing something that i love doing. I write when i am lonely. I think each and every one of us must have something that we do, to make us happy especially at times like this. Loneliness for me has been a pain in the
ass, but it has almost made me realize that I don’t run the world, nor is the
world stopping if I am not in it. Pursuing what I need in life is my path and I
am facing it alone, might as well as be lonely.
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